Wednesday, May 25, 2011

There's been a slight change of plans.

If everything works out, I'll be in the States next week.

Oh. My.

I cannot begin to express what I'm feeling. I have so many thoughts and emotions fluttering about that it's hard to put into words. It's absolutely bittersweet that this experience is ending.

I'll never forget the moment I made my final decision to come.
Or going to San Fran with my brother to get my visa.
Or saying goodbye to my loved ones at my going away party.
Or packing. Although, I wish I could forget that.
Or driving to the airport with my dad on September 21st at 4:30 am.
Or calling my family and friends from my hostel, crying because I'd only been there 2 days and hadn't found a place to live yet {oh, how naive}.

Oh my heart. This is going to be much, much harder than I thought.

I will never really be ready to leave Paris, but I feel like it's time to come back. I cannot wait to see all of my family and friends. It's been long enough!

Also, this is my current theme song:



I'M COMING HOME!!!

-M


2 comments:

  1. I have to say, I'm very sad for you to be leaving. I understand wanting to see your family and friends and all that. But I'm still very sad for your wonderful life in France to be ending. Will you be home in time for the bar-b-que at Gromma's on Memorial Day?

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  2. I will miss my Madi-moiselle.

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